Let’s say that you have someone that you like. That person talks to you all the time. And they smile at you and let’s say your mind is getting the vibes. You know those ones. The winky moment kind of saying hey maybe I like you. Well, perhaps you think I gotta tell everyone, well, see I think the better bet would be to act on your thoughts, you think they like you? So get to know them to discover if you enjoy them too! Then ask them out! Otherwise, you could accidentally get stuck with the insecurities of previous generations, so the most essential part is to do you and not let others instill fear.
Journeys are the most important of the story or a game. The ending does hold some level of importance, but in the sense of reality, we all have to go through something to get to the end of something else. Boom, we see the end of the tunnel. It is far off but to it the problem is we panic stuck in the darkness of night keep going. You think it’s gonna swallow you whole, it feels cold you lose hope as you get close to the end it gets unbearable, doom breaths down your neck and right when you are collapsing and crawling to the end you are sure you aren’t gonna make it. Why am I doing this, you say? Keep crawling, you’ll make it.
I don’t know about you but I often use video games as a way to cope with an annoying bad day? Right? Yeah you feel me, I know you were probably at school looking at that cute girl Joanna ( or maybe you were checking Mathew cause impure he’s cool too) Anyway I bet today you were like I’m finally gonna ask them out yeah?
Well you didn’t, you got really nervous and chickened out… and thats okay like everyone does occasionally, your brain will be like nah this is a special you thing that you and only you go through, but really we all feel you don’t worry
Skyrim is probably one of the best games that I have played. To me in recent efforts to replay it there is the realization that it is actually a creative stimulant. One of my favorite things to do is the game is to create a character and then build up a story on how they go to the different plot lines. This game is weird because instead of just fighting every last enemy I saw and doing everything for the sake of doing everything I was constructing a narrative deep within my head to justify things happening. This wasn’t an average play through instead this was the epic tale of how a dark elf was running from his homeland of Morrowwind all in an effort to better himself but in turn actually ushering himself down a dark path he must later find a way to redeem himself in his own eyes, as he was a little too skilled in the line of shadow, no one knew who he was so at the end of his journey he joins the Companions to redeem himself do good in his twilight years you could say. More or less.
It’s plain at the start, the flavor is mostly there whenever you at your own flair, be it salt pepper, soy sauce or whatever else you think would be good. I was getting ready to make rice in the rice cooker. I pulled minute rice out of the cabinet and then the cooker, I then was stuck smelling the uncooked rice. This dry almost wooden floor emanating from the container. That was when it hit me almost as strong as the flavor. There is the idea that you start as something and then end as something else. Rice may start as something plain but it may end different flavors and ideas so just keep moving forward the likelihood you’ll change for the better is rather high.
Lets say that you have someone that you like. They talk to you all the time. And they smile at you and lets say your mind is getting the vibes. You know those ones. The winky moment kind of saying hey maybe I like you. Well maybe you think I gotta tell everyone, well, see I think the better bet would be to act on your thoughts, you think they like you? So get to know them see if you like them too! Then ask them out! Otherwise you could accidentally get stuck with the insecurities of previous generations, so the most important part is to do you and not let others instill fear.
It happens all of the time. You do or don’t do something and you sit there thinking I should have done this, why didn’t I do that, Choicewas a post I made yesterday. Every time I thought the title it echoed through my mind.
Every. Single. Time..
I just couldn’t justify Writing Choice Choice Choice……. So yeah I don’t even know if that would make sense, look at that. There I go putting in that self doubt. Stop that. This has been retroactively fixed so you know now you are thinking of that reference from Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs. That was my choice.
Music listened to with the post.
It is often something we don’t think about, it is ours yes. We are somewhat in control the choice should be a straight line ball intent and purpose but then we add the realistic part of that our choices do affect other no matter how slightly, If you’re anything like me you have a habit of thinking what others need which may cause you to not figure out what you want to do. I was recently playing The Banner Saga . It is very choice heavy where you have to help your caravan. You are often really careful trying to make sure that everyone makes it, then something happened where I realized that this is easy it’s a game if anything goes horribly wrong you can just reload a save.
We both know that real life doesn’t have such a luxury so we are afraid to just go for it. It’s what we gotta do in order to live life to the fullest we carve our own path in an unknowing world hoping that things work out so make those choices don’t be afraid!
Now just yesterday I was in town with my dad and two sisters, it was a nice simple exchange. We went to the kiosk in the mall and got our screen protectors replaced, my old one being chipped and cracked in many different ways. It was so jarring in fact that, I had nearly forgotten that the screen beneath was still in perfect condition. No matter how scratched up the screen got it was comforting to think to some extent that it was still okay. In short a thing to keep in mind as the days march ever forward that you are still the same glistening person you hsve always been. Don’t ;use sight of that.
Songs listened to during this post
- Dreams of Love and literature (Doki Doki Literature club OST)